Month: June 2017

Why He’s Needed When He’s Not



The beginning of something new each time.

Whenever we come to an ending, there are usually two ways of going about it. You hate the other gender for a while or you have that need for it to come back. Sometimes we try so hard to find someone. Not only because we want to move on fast and find that happiness again but, we want to feel needed.

After countless heartbreaks, we lay on the floor, wondering where it all went wrong again. We try to look back at what all we did, even if we didn’t do anything at all. It’s like getting that text message saying “we need to talk,” and we try to find any possible thing that could’ve been worth mentioning. We start thinking how we don’t want that pain of a broken heart again, but something always changes. We start to think about how it was all worth it.

Love comes at the most random times. It’s when we get up off that floor and stop feeling sorry for ourselves. What is a life spent in sorrow? What is a life that is constantly trying to fix what already happened? The best thing we can do is stop screaming into that pillow and just step outside.

We will find happiness someday. Whether it is in the arms of another or a passion we haven’t even discovered yet. It’s not trying to fix something that’s already broken, because we are broken. There is nothing that can just erase the scars or that memory that’s buried in the back of our head. It’s finding something that is worth a try. Because believe me when I say, life gives you so many reasons to try again.

The day I focused on myself, I fell in love again. I fell in love with my state of mind. I tried new things, I spent time with some old friends, and I adventured. Then, I found someone that wanted to join my adventure. Someone that was always there, that knew who I was and who I was trying to be.

Whenever I heard, “Stop trying to force yourself to love, they will come whenever they are suppose to,” I never believed them. It was that chance that I had to be willing to take, and I did. Now I’m off the floor and have opened my heart to endless possibilities.

He challenges me, he supports me, he loves me. He is the one that I hear in the back of my head whenever I am about to make a decision or when I am upset, I can count on his name to pop up on my phone. He gave me a reason to look at the world with a new set of eyes and try to create something that is more than myself.

He is amazing. He is someone that I aspire to be or at least have by my side when I figure me out. So when I say, he is needed when he’s not. It means I know that I can do life on my own but, gave me a reason to not want to. I love who I am and I only intend to grow in the world but, he makes me better.

He was COMPLETELY worth the wait.







Have you all ever wondered how your life ends up the way it did in a single moment? Either your world seems to be crashing around you, and you realize what you hold most dear to your heart. Or it’s that song you hear on that drive that makes you rethink that breath of air that hits you face. Or even that person that lights up your world as soon as they come into your sight. Life is crazy, but it’s the moments where we realize that the craziness is disguised in the people of the world that we share. We turn against each other, trying to find reality in what we already know when people are just trying to discover new things. If we stop and really think about it, people are truly amazing. We have evolved into something the world can’t even keep up with. The beautiful mountains may move and the oceans will continue to flow, but people change every second whether than depending on the stability that they always have. We find that harmony in the second we make another smile or finding that new passion that makes you want to be more than what you are. Whether it’s being born or dying, going to college, or bringing a new life to this world, we are the ones that make this world grow. We discover all that this world has to offer and create something better to go with it. It’s that drive that we can’t help but turn the song up, so we can hear the magic that the artist was feeling. It’s that mountain we climbed to get the best view and finally reaching the top. Life is about the small moments, or even the big moments that change our smallness. I hope all of you stand by the ocean and still feel like there’s something so much bigger than you. Because I believe that once you reach for that, there’s only way to go. Up.


Let the rain hit your face. Let the sunshine wake you from your dreams. Let this life be all it can. Change the world, for you and me.



Be Remembered

Hey babies! I’m going to try something a little different to start back up, let me know what you think of my blog & give me some future ideas you would like to see! Today wasn’t a very sunny day but, I woke up feeling just plain happy. I wanted to change someone’s life today & someone actually told me I did. I truly believe that is what life is about, making that difference in the world. The one that people will tell their kids about & that’s how your name will be remembered. Here is a little poem I have been working on to make your day a little brighter.

You feel that light beat against your face,

and the wind catching your feet.

You have that feeling that you’re in the right place,

that two worlds don’t collide, but just meet.

You embrace that scent of the marigolds,

and listen to the birds sing for you.

You let the happiness fill your soul,

and let it shine on your face too.

You see, life is about the moments when¬†you know you’re alive,

or even the time you feel as if,

this world couldn’t be before your eyes.

So take a chance with fate,

and fly before you fall.

Because when it’s too late,

you can’t gain anything at all.


I hope you guys enjoy this little piece of me, now here is the outside. Today I wore a very loose dress that were covered with stripes and it has a cute little pocket on the front. I added a velvet chocker to add with the striped effect and my black and white converse to tie it all together. Thank you guys for reading, and don’t forget to follow and comment. Also, if you want more check out my instagram: uchic.byken. See you later sunshines!




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